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Name: jb
Gender: Female
Interests: I like winter time. I love the taste of pepermint mocha in the morning. I hate school and all I want to do is escape. I love listening to music, writing, and making hugemungo collauges base off of everything I know and see. Art is how I translate my madness. I love being with my friends and having butt loads of fun. Give us a peice of cheese and we'll have a million jokes from it the night after. thats just how amazing we are
Occupation: hippie
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/28/2006
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| Hello.
chocolate chip oatmeal cookie dough is amazing
Today was ok. Woke up, went to school, ate shitty food, talked about ACT and college, came home and now Im here
Work today. whats new. Cant say I dislike my job though. I dont love it as much as what I love waffles and McDonalds breakfast but it pays.
Its hilarious to me how someone can come up to you and what to know if you have a certain product. You take them to where it could be and come to find out, you don't have it. The customer gets pissy and says
" I need brown, and you only have black. "
" Yes, but Ma'm we only have black"
" Yes I know, but I need brown"
I finally ended up saying " Well sorry, too bad"
geeze.
I really dislike some people. Well, I guess you could say I feel sorry for them in some ways. Oh well
( and by the way, she did me a favor)
Ha. so I come home sick from work yesterday and my mom came up to me and said " so did you loose anything?" ofcourse, I had no idea what she was talking about. 30 mintues later of me arguing that I didn't lose anything, she pulls my 300$ check out of her purse and holds it infront of my face
" Well, I found this in the driveway last night"
FUUUUUCCCK. i almost pissed myself
jb
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| Hola
unrequitted love is a bummer
Its annoying and frustrating. especially when the person still flirts with you
grr.
oh well. im moving on
went to work today. got sick. came home. went walking with my mom ( did 3-4 miles. bitches) got extremly tired from being extremely sore and obese
The weekend has been awesome though
Friday me and julian hung out and ended up going to heathers 18th birthday party. I fucking danced my ass off and had a blast( something I thought Id never do) worked Saturday then me and Caitie traveled to Westport to try and find passages. I was soo excited to go cause I wanted to dance and have fun reallll bad after working all day but as soon as we walked in the door Julian and Krystina walked out. Me and Caitie ended up going to mcdonalds to pig out and then I went home and passed out.
but besides that, things are pretty ok
yea. so I was driving home from work and all of a sudden I started crying. And I have no idea why.
Its weird really. Every now and then Ive been having this random bursts of crying for no apparent reason. Lack of sleep I guess
Screaming by yourself in your car while driving on the highway is a great stress reliever.
ive been working so much. I work 20-25 hours a week but it feels like waay more. They work me every single fucking weekend. grr
ha. im requesting st.pats day off and then a week off from spring break. those bitches made me miss Christmas dinner so im not about ready to miss a day of Irish booze and good food
went to the ali kemp defense training classes saturday morning w/ ali and some turner kids. I had higher hopes for a more diverse crowd, but eh oh well. what can you expect
I fell in love.... with a dog. Me and Julian went to the pet shop friday night and held every dog there. I ended up holding this puppy pug mix and I almost died. I wanted it terribly bad
well, I hope everyone else's life is going good too
jb
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| Hello.
thanks to Brandon and my boredom , I've decided to update
Hm. So how are things? I'm Ok. Ive been a lot better lately.
So Im watching the Kleenex commercial where complete strangers sit down and tell really depressing stories and they cry together and they share Kleenex's. I need something like that, even if it was really made to make money off the brand. Or even the guy who holds the sign that says " Free Hugs." I would so hug him
Ive been very emotional lately, as you can tell.
Im not depressed, don't get me wrong. I'm glad that I've got over alot of bullshit crap but ahhh theirs so much
Ok. so kyle. what's their to say? He's great. He's amazing. He's everything Ive been looking for in someone.
BUT WHAT DO I DO?
I push him away.
So now Im madly fucking infatuated with him and I have to work to get him back. Clayton and Andrew say that I have to be patient and show him in little ways that I still have feelings( but just not come out and say it) but other people tell me I should just come out and tell him.
Honestly, Half of me just wants to go up and tell him HEY I like you like really really bad so hurry up and kiss me
but then the other half of me is screaming " don't be fucking stupid. He's gonna reject you and laugh in your face"
( ok that was really dramatic but you get my point)
bahhhh me and my issues. its really pathetic
I really need some advice. so .. give... me...some
k thanks.
I want to go to the zoo. Really bad. I haven't been there in a zillion years
Today, me and Julian went to Oak Park. Got free nuts from the nut boy and free massages( that were fucking amazing)
I might go to passages this weekend. who knows. Even though im straight as a pole, I hear they play good music
jbbb
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| ok maybe I don't like you
Sorry, but you are way to sex-driven for me( that sounds super corny)
I understand sex and boobs is always in the mind of a 17 year old guy but still, that doesn't mean you have to stare at my tits the second I take off my jacket
you did have a chance, but eh, and i need and deserve better
so thats why im going out with Lucas tomrow night. yaaa
I don't know how this will go, so I am completely and totally clueless but who knows
He's a nice, good looking guy and he's fun to be around. I just hope he is in school and has his shit together
Im done dating drop out's and people who want to do nothing but play video games all day
I need sleep.
I was so fucking tired today. I felt pukey and disgusting.
So tonight me, josh and justin went to the mall and got amazing massages
mmm
school was OK today though.
its to cold outside. it's not even pretty anymore
its like that weird, dirty, depressing, industrial type of look to it.
i rather live in Seattle.
speaking of Seattle, I miss greys anatomy.
especially the nine hour marathons ( you know who you are)
I also miss Charolton for some reason. I have no idea why
I miss you too. and I really don't know why either
OK enough with the missings
thank you xanga
jb
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| ahhhhhhhh. YOUR HOT
i think i like you
hello. another shitty day but oh well.
actually it was pretty good. (i competly contradicted myself)
I was actually happy to be at school, considering my mom made me hibernate in the house all weekend
i haven't talked to chris in forever. its odd. I sometimes think im gonna see him walk into Michaels with his crazy self but i know its not going to happen. im not depressed about it, its just weird how you go from talking and see someone every single day to not talking at all
eh. oh well. what can you do.
its called a breakup cause its broken i guess.
the hair is different now, its fucking awesome and i love it
i need starbucks and desperately.
jb
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